i donno

I’m so fed up with all the repetitive bull shit consistently spats out at the youth today.

Not just the youth but all of people subject to whatever the circumstances pertain to.

 The world is nothing but an open book but this indecisive insanity is cock blocking my eyes from seeing the truth.

Why is it that when one tries one risks failure but when we merely do there is no failure but a level of success?

 The world blocks our success by making us try to get around these ads of oppression and with trying you inevitably fail. What’s the use right? Why try when failure is pending?

Well don’t try just do what it is that you set out to do.

People are fearful of everything they UNDERSTAND if you understand economics you fear its collapse, if you understand love you fear to lose it or never even have it.

When we don’t understand we aren’t afraid…we are intrigued.

This is evident in every aspect of life, say a person is murdered in a particular fashion that to some or most is rather gruesome…they say how could they do that? What was going on in their mind! How could someone ever do such a thing? THESE ARE QUESTIONS DIPSHIT. What the fuck are people thinking you don’t fear it! You revel in it, u need this you need it because it is human because what you don’t understand you want to understand TO FEAR IT. So you say why people learn only to fear. That’s worded wrongly I think. People learn to fear because we love to be afraid and to be abused and raped and pillaged.  Not in the since we desire it but we thrive off of it, we have to know these things in order to be….understood

I really fed up with this dogmatic since of self ranting that I feel are necessary, a walking fucking cliché? No sir we are all open text books cock blocking each others minds.

yet again been a long while..guess i just lost interest ofter the whoring of myspace,..very freaking addictive ohh well guess i gay or some thing >.<

well lets see whats going on..hmm i was in jazz band at school for a lil while i learned alot with that but then it got pointless so i quit to go with the gind/ska band lol sorta  i just randomly play ohh well i just to cool for them <.<

hmmm lets see well i was going to move out with my cindy loves , miss tab who is like that greatest, and luara wa..which i donno no comment lol..yeah these kids are great i loves my cindy though she kinda scares me at time..with good reason but we talk abotu that another time and she tells me about my personality through the star how fucking awesome is thaat!! even more so because it told me that the world is basicly my bitch so fuck you guess lol and i only known tab for like three days but she is alot of fun she let be drive oxeford lol so dam,n stirgaht she is cool and she doesn;t scare me,,well she is just crazy so yeah you know..funny thing is i been whroed to her on here and she got on my nerves with all her entrys so yeah tis ironic how she is cool in person yepps yepps..

let see anything else..uhh i have owned robbie and josh like a zillion times(thats higher than a billion for you math noobs lol) uhh martial arts is great took my test this past week..got my orange belts in total defence and mma so i own once again..and i learn 15 new leg locks so bitch what and some judo but thats more diffitcult we wont talk about it well guess thats about it..

<.< loves kidies

**looks around** been quite sometime hasn;t it guys

well lets see not much has been on kinda messin around latly..recent things went ot abithas brithday party friday that was fun played some games and what not limbo..(diffenitly not for tall people) lol twister forgot that was a fun game umm than later that night zach and i went to putworld and played some ddr and what not no one was there

then saturday night we had the bonfire that was fun till it rained but we found out that coco puffs explode lol that was amazing then later that night steve and matt made some new song for sk1ttles and i just kinda stood around and laughed it was amusing

then today not much has been going on just talk and what not same ole thing music and such...martial arts has been gopod i have a jiu jitsu turnement coming up soon hopefully i'll get first in this one if not just have to train harder and i'm in jazz band  and not much is new schools good grades are best they've been in three years so i'm happy lol

anyways i guess i'll start using this again been with myspace alot being all seen core lol ohh well

loves

Currently Listening From the Depths of Dreams By Senses Fail see related

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Family:

WOULD YOU:
13. Be my friend?:
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?:
15. Hold my hand?
16. Take a bullet for me?
17. Keep in touch?:
18. Try and solve my problems?:
19. Love me?:
20. Date me?:

HAVE YOU EVER:
21. Lied to make me feel better?:
22. Wanted to kiss me?:
23. Wanted to kill me?:
24. Broken my heart?:
25. Kept something important from me?:
26. Thought I was unbearably annoying?

::And More::
27. Who are you?
28. Are we friends?
29. When and how did we meet?
30. Describe me in one word:
31. What was your first impression?
32. Do you still think that way about me now?
33. What reminds you of me?
34. If you could give me anything what would it be?
35. How well do you know me?
36. When's the last time you saw me?
37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
38. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?